Blen Romam

When I was a kid, I was a boy who got more pressure all over from people who have no value and I thought the world is full of bullying. In fact, my shape was not looking good as now, my body was the thinnest with a big belly, ugliest, and was the most strange boy and I also have different thinking compared to everyone in my rural village.  There was a lot of bullying from my friends, neighbors, siblings, and sometimes from my teachers. Therefore, I was a sad boy from a poor family.  I was probably aged 10-year-old, no one liked me and most of my friends did not want to play football with me because at that time I have a big belly as in this photo above.  And I had no comfortable clothes like my friends. I did not talk too much with others because all the time that I started a conversation with them, they often rejected me and called me “Heya, អាក្មេងតេនញ៉ា ,” refers to a someone who has a huge belly and ugliest boy. So, I could not build strong relationships with those we...

Why am I still single due my friends are in a relationship?  I actually heard and asked by people many times, but no one knows why I am being a single man in the world. But in this story, I will bring you to know the secret reason that I have never told anyone unless mine. There are several reasons that I decided to stay alone and have no relationship with  the girl.  Firstly, because I was an introvert but trying to pretend to be an extrovert man, is my natural characteristic, I was not really good at communicating with other girls, because I thought dating a girl it difficult for me to express my feeling to her and I feel no confidence to start conservation with her. I enjoy staying alone and keeping inside my comfort zone. Secondly, not being ready for a relationship. It is a great reason that being who I am now. Because I think that I have nothing for someone I loved such as the house, money, and other things that she is claiming. I knew that not many girls think only...